Whew! First off, I thought I’d log on and realize that it’s been almost a year since I’ve written anything. Luckily that’s not the case. While I haven’t written since October, it seems it just feels like almost a year. So much has changed since October – good and bad. I was told that I … Continue reading Oh Dear.
Is it too early to start talking about New Year Resolutions? Because eff it; I’m about to. Now, I normally don’t make resolutions since I know I will just break them. Most of the time they have to do with weight anyway, and we all know that weight-related resolutions go strong until about March, and … Continue reading A resolution I may try less hard to break
I have several draft posts set aside for myself, one of which I added just last night. Several are from this time last year, when I started my blog. They have to do with my family and my childhood, and were largely my efforts to piece together what I know from the snippets, memoirs, white … Continue reading Ignore This Post.
Yes, yes I did. As a matter of fact, I’ve done it several times over. I overate. Several nights in a row now in fact. My belly hurts. My brain hurts. But I did it anyway! WHEEEEEEEEEE! What the hell is that all about? Lately, I’ve been doing it during the day. It’s so easy … Continue reading You ate HOW MUCH???!!
So that post-binge feeling of literally being so full that you feel like it’s just going to spill out of your ears? I don’t think it’s caused by just the food. I think in all that fullness, there’s a portion of space taken up by sheer guilt. Guilt about what you just did. Guilt about … Continue reading I can’t remember who said it, but it still helps thismuch
I ran today. It hurt like hell. But I did it. Funny thing that keeps happening when I run lately. Instead of that rush of adrenaline you’re supposed to get, I get extremely tired and sleepy. True, I’ve been trying to cut back on caffeine as well. But shouldn’t the effects of the run replace … Continue reading peanut butter and jelly
I had this borderline retarded bookkeeper last year, and despite her many flaws (lying on her resume about how well she knew quickbooks, making many a stupid common sense mistake that cost us hundreds, etc etc), she did leave us with a few gems – phrases like “oh….crap on toast!” when something went wrong is … Continue reading Oh Crap on Toast!
How is it that I can feel such despair and get sucked into the vortex of loneliness and diminished self worth, and then feel just fine the next day? Lately, I’ve gone back and forth, like a game of double dutch – one foot down on one side, now one foot down on the other…..continue … Continue reading Happiness and that OTHER feeling
I cannot thank you all enough for your kind words and encouragement. I started this little blog as a journal to help me get through what I believe is my quarter-life crisis. In laying it all out, I hope to be able to come to peace with myself, my family and my past, in order … Continue reading Thanks to You! (And You. And YOU. And You!)